For what its worth!
This would be my very first Blog ever!! *Bring on mini blogger celebration* Well now that we have all that nonsense handled. Today has just been one of those days that you take a look back and reflect on where you have been and where you want to be in your future.
*Ugh sigh boring post* Move on then suckers!
Is it just me or does this "New Year" just feel like another year to the many I've already survived through. I never really set myself up with any resolution for this year. Sure there is a lot I want to change and be better but just because its a new year should not be my only reason I want shit to be different.
My ADD is kicking in so I'll probably talk about 60 different subjects before I actually realize I totally lost whatever the original reason for this post actual is. To be honest.... I never had one!
I'm fighting the urge to turn my head and melt into whatever news station my bearded man has on... I guess were trying to win the Powerball **eye roll** yeah... us.... the 2 people who win 900 Million dollars... literally in my dreams. But we spent $10 anyways so fingers crossed right?
I guess being positive wouldn't be the worst thing in the world... however try and tell that to my uterus right now because it will probably set you on fire.... consider yourself warned.
A little bit about myself since this is all new to me...
I suffer from this shitty thing called PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) which for me means I struggle with weight gain/loss and my ovaries hate me so they fill with fluid till one gets so big and ruptures. When this happens.... I want to kill everything and it hurts like a _____ I'll keep it PG-13 today.
The breaded man and I have a beautiful 10 month old son! He was a blessing that we thought would never be possible. Our little miracle!
I work full time because I was never the "sit still" kind of person and like most Americans I can't afford to be a stay at home mom. As amazing as it would be... hopefully one day!
I'm a spunky, quick witted personality once you get to know me but I have many major anxieties. Which ultimately just makes me awkward in odd situations. I own it when I can though....play it cool and they will laugh with you and not at you!
I like pizza... if you don't just leave now... sorry not sorry!
I don't know there's a lot to who I am and a lot more of what I have yet to accomplish, My future will have many different paths.
Btw we didn't win the Powerball which means were still regular people. Damn! The bearded man has gone back to video games well the love goblin sleeps peacefully in his room. Oh and Satan's cat creeps silently next to me to lay on my laptop.
Well like I said some 500 thoughts ago, this really was a post about a whole lot of nothing but my random thought may bring some joy to another. If not.. well I guess that doesn't really matter anyways. :) Maybe I'll get better at this as time goes on...
Well until my next random blog session!
Peace&Love 2 All!
Pa8ntd_Vixen
